So i was just at a D.R.U.G.S show. At one point, Craig Owens stands on people’s hands in the audience and walks on them. Well, when he reached down to steady himself, he grabbed my hand and looked down at me. My bracelet slipped a little bit and he must have seen my scars there because he leaned down and said in my ear “Promise me you’ll stop.” Then he held onto my hand and ran his thumb across my wrist as he sang the song and I just started bawling.

That was incredible. I feel like my life just changed. Holy shit.

i’m so weird

i have this blog my personal regular blog

and i have a self harm blog (triggers, yo) shamefulsinful.tumblr.com

and then i have a recovery blog alife-worthlving.tumblr.com

it’s like i can’t decide if i want to get better or worse

ughhhh why am i so weird.

seriously.

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